I’ve just finished this self portrait paper doll, I was eager to see it in action and it is indeed a gangly silly fellow. Tomorrow he travels to school for our final life drawing project which was initially called Tempus fugit (but that apparently proved too difficult a concept for the millennials in my class so it became simply one concerning movement and speed). I knew instantly what I wanted to capture, my ever present, frantic desire to make up for lost time as an artist, fighting frantically against time (and ultimately, death). I also knew I wanted it to actually move.
Hence a play upon the Victorian jumping jacks, a passion since boyhood. Playing upon the jumping jacks also allowed me to actively engage the comments made at my last critique that the figures in my paintings looked like paper dolls.
So what if they did! I love paper dolls , I have always loved them and in some way, conscious or not, they have emerged.
So I plan on intentionally embracing this notion, exploring my own self loathing, my internalized homophobia, my weird body issues, issue after issue, and a self portrait paper doll seemed an excellent place to start . I have inserted commedia figures into my work before as personal avatars but now that I have an actually maquette and I can draw upon it for aid in compositions ( more gratitude to Clive Hicks-Jenkins for introducing me to maquette making).
Now that class is over I can concentrate on paintings that I have in process and paintings that I have in my head. Better jump to it, Tempus fugit!
Tempus fugit or Self Portrait of the Artist as
watercolor on paper, graphite, acrylic, brads approximately
26 by 40″
3 thoughts on “Tempus fugit…or Self Portrait of the Artist as a Paper-doll”
Oh this is the perfect response, PERFECT! Not to mention that it’s just perfect, period. Those kneecaps knock me over!!! I love them. But the demon gripping your heart needs to be put through some sort of seance/ceremony, whereby you force him into better intentions, ok?
This is genius. I love it!
You are a darling Zoe! Thank you.
And the little Demon was drawn the day Prince died , hence the little booties, and Prince, well he can grasp my heart anytime he wishes as he already has it👹😁😈
Hope you are well friend !
Haha! Yes, well– that’s different, it’s true…. 😂